The Trials of Jamar Eaton: May 2006

A little confused
A touch of misdirection
Lost in space
Lost in translation
A complex with getting too complex
How many seconds per second
Do you think you think
Thinking always
Thinkwell
INKwell
Trying to find the ink again

Detaching from old habbits
Old friends gone on
Different path's
We will travel
Through this jagged path
Puff, pass goodbye
Missed you will be

Financially fickle fiscals
$ $ $ bills ya'll
We trust
Through God

Flip that reverse it

Through God
Find what we trust
Hope to find what Iove
Through whatever it is
As long as it pays a bill or two
$ $ bills.

On the grind like clockwork
Trying to find this clock work
Find this peace through the path
Puff, Puff.....pass

breathe easy.

peace

I've got a lot of shit to get off this chest of mine - what a week, first off f*#k moving that shit is for da birds. It flat out sux, especially when you have to do most of it yourself...ba boooo. Let the haters hate, let the ballers ball, Im fre$h as I wanna be - never mind that...Chi city is definitely moving into its summer groove, and I must say its a beautiful thing - here it is a groove slightly transformed. Attack of the clones what! Everybody wants to be PHLI, aint nothing wrong with that, the frontin fakes fall without failure, & the posers aint got no future in their frontin - who really cares anyway there's small African kids with no food and AIDS, so "cry me a river build a bridge and get over it." On another note did I mention my love for fly tees, and good looking girls...this is all so randomly random, but I feel like its all a small conversation with some higher power. I think I broke her heart and now she hates me, not picking up my phone calls - this might call for some dire measures, the illest compilation CD to ever bless a young womans ears...I think its time to move on, NY here I COME! Soon very soon to a fre$h hang out near you...Myspace its a small world afterall...sis sorry I missed your birthday! But I got you some I'll Triple 5 for fall. Fre$h & Proper the uprise! Man im going to peep the new Uprise video tonight should be dope as shit. I don't skateboard. Call me bicycle S ninja's. My fam Hustle Simmons bout to merck ya ninjas with his shows in the next month...damn she's still not picking up the phone, ok last call...Goapele's mysapce music page is that goodness. Man I should've went to church today momma knows I need Jesus! hahahahaha....closer to me dreams, two steps away, it really takes a higher mental state to get yourself where you want to go, a higher understanding of yourself if you would, ninja's aint ready for this Fre$h & Proper, I am though sheeeit, its been a long time coming...watch out for Jamar Eaton coats (they've never seen a ninja like me skateboarding down the street with a golf bag and some plaids cre8tive recreation on the feet damn this nigga is bad...) the freestyle! Aight I think this enough, thanks for letting me speak - we shall meet again...As always a picture is worth more than a thousand words...feel me

i.e. I just wanna be me, fre$h as I wanna be.

Complex photo shoot, a place of residence for the summer settled, Art Shows, T-Shirts, Shoes, Celebrity, Drinks, Blunts & of course Girls, Girls, Girls...A lil depression, I can't lie I miss her. Another picture break...more to come this week...

It's been a crazy week, girl drama, trying to find a place to live for the next year, trying to build one of the strongest brands to ever come out of Chicago...the saga continues. Please pause for the photography break.